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Oct. 26th, 2009 @ 11:38 pm (no subject)
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I like how my biology lab book has to remind me to "Make sure the staple (upper left) goes all the way through and won't injure the reader."

In other news, I am progressing well in the physics curriculum. My 41% test average puts me right on cue for my analytical mechanics class so I am excited about the harder courses next semester. No, seriously.
Sep. 13th, 2009 @ 11:12 am Being Shy
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I think that being shy forces other people to reserve judgment more than they might otherwise. Although it has the unfortunate effect of causing friends to come slowly I think that when friends do appear they may know me closer. On the other hand, I also think shyness is only ever advantageous in this cautiousness...
Apr. 30th, 2009 @ 11:24 pm (no subject)
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I have made a very important discovery. Modern pennies don't ring when you flip them into the air. In fact, every penny made after 1984 is a fake. They just emit a dull clunk and then damp out. But pennies from 1981 or earlier make a delightful ringing sound. I just thought you should know. Because, if you're like me, and your entertainment relies on the quality of a pure ringing sound as you're walking down the hall, this could be important. Yesterday I had a nice old penny, but today it was from 2004: gross.
Dec. 18th, 2008 @ 10:19 pm 20 degrees
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When it's 20 degrees out with snow I'm fine. But when it's 20 degrees out without snow, not only am I freezing cold, but I'm also angry. Cold anger, not hot tempered anger
Oct. 5th, 2008 @ 11:01 pm (no subject)
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what does this poem mean?

Lost Spring

Oh where are you hiding?
Little brown headed girl,
Little green budding tree,
Little diamond sprouting free.

Oh why do you hide?
Clustering rose twists,
Showering sparkles,
And rubies 'mong thistles.

Woe is amiss
Peering for you,
Till red burnt trees,
Till opal blind eyes.

Gone soft light,
Sharply fract;
Cracked topaz.
Rise harsh clear dawn.

Frozen:
Onyx.
my own,
Witch doing?
Sep. 1st, 2008 @ 07:54 pm (no subject)
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If i think back, I can remember each summer. I can remember what happened, and the chronology and even if i've forgotten a lot of things, I can still go back and get the gist of it all. Except of course the ones I was too young to remember. How long does it take, how many summers, until I can no longer remember what happened in each one, until they start slurring together?
Dec. 4th, 2007 @ 12:47 am yes, i realize im sharing an opinion
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Have you ever just wanted to walk out your door and just walk. Walk all night and all morning and day just randomly along roads or maybe not even those and get completely and utterly lost. But keep walking away, just walking. Then, the next night, call home, get picked up from where ever you are, and see what changes in your life. See how people are different towards you. See if people will stop trying to assign characteristics to you, let you be without those iron chains of social image. See if they want to send you to a therapist when you know that you want to be around Less people, not More. See if maybe your opinion matters or wonder why you should care what others think of your opinions. Do you care about other people's opinions? Is it possible to care and not contribute to that heavy weight of public opinion. Why do i want to hear everyone else's opinion before i share my own. Is it that i dont like making up an opinion without as many thoughts on it as possible. Is it that i dont want to contribute to that social opinion that is so oppressive towards me at least. Is it that im afraid of being different, or maybe just as bad, the same as public opinion. Is it something else. I want to take a walk. I want to just be alone, not think, just take a break from life. Just sit down and not do anything. Just for a day maybe. Then come back and do nothing but think. And see where that gets me. I seriously almost am about to just go down the street.

maybe i just dont want to do my homework, and this is all an elaborate procrastination technique.

id say more, but my thoughts were more concise than even this. So just, i dont care.
Oct. 21st, 2007 @ 06:45 pm this year is so busy
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wow, im really tired, but it feels so much better than not exercising. i havnt done anything in almost a week and ive been feeling so jittery and like extra energy it makes me fidget. id either not stop moving or just fall asleep which was bad for my homework. but hopefully itll get better now. The west side united soccer team wasnt too great; they had tryouts today. i didnt get to go to the Indie Burn tryouts, cause there was a deer in the way :-( it attacked us. but upcoming schedule: monday= dynamo tryouts, tuesday=indie burn, wed=west side? or someone, thursday= the other someone thats not wednesday, dynamo? and then weekend again thank god.

in other news, my hair needs to be cut soon
Jul. 30th, 2007 @ 10:19 am im tired
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double practices start today.  so, we first go to coaches house at 7 in the morning, which is way too early.  and then we run about a mile, and then we warm up.  and then we do sprints and then the last srpint we just keep going and run the mile back.  and then more agility stuff. 

and then tonight we have a 2 hour practice also. 

but next week will be even worse, a morning practice/running and then like a 4-5 hour practice in the afternoon. 

and then school starts on the 15:-(  which would be a relief from soccer, but its school. 
Jun. 20th, 2007 @ 01:46 pm (no subject)
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just sayin, i need to get in shape